Backlog Posts // Where I Am Now

There are a gazillion stages people go through when figuring out their sexuality. I went through a gazillion but I can sum them up in these few steps. 

Denial: I shunned the idea that I was gay for a long time. I hated the very thought of it.

Somewhere between denial and admittance: I didn't know I was in this stage will I was no longer in it.

Admittance: After a long time of fighting my feelings I was able to admit to myself that I was gay. This stage was both liberating and bounding. I was free within myself, but I was still chained on the outside. There was absolutely no way I was going to come out to anyone.

And that's where I am now.

Stella