I am getting somewhere with all of these posts, they might seem
pointless and unnecessarily drug out. I hope I'm not boring you, but I
promise you I'm getting somewhere. I wish I had someone to promise me
that as I was going through this, I didn't know where things were going
or if I was even going anywhere, so maybe you can get an idea of what I
was feeling.
So yeah, my mind hates me, I'm depressed, I've
lost the will to wake up, I just want to sleep through my life. There
were actually a few times where inflicting self-harm crossed my mind.
Suicide also, even though I hate to admit it. But it's true, I was at a
very low point. When asked how I was I answered with 'okay' and in my
head I told myself 'you're not okay, but you will be'.
Stella
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