Ohh her.

Lately(past few months) I just...I don't know. I've been so confused, about everything. More confused than I've ever been. I really need things to clear up. Cause like I barely know who I am anymore, I'm a stranger to myself. Well, pieces of me here and there are recognizable, but like over all I'm just...yeah...not recognizable. If I were to walk past myself on a sidewalk in a park I probably wouldn't even notice me. And what makes it worse is that people who know me would notice me. They'd see the outside version of me and say "hey, there goes you!" and I'd be all like "uhh, where?" And then they'd point, and I would say "ohh, you mean her. Sorry I didn't recognize her, umm I mean me." And then I would look over this person that they say I am. I would see little snippets here and there that remind me of me, and I'd begin to believe that this person is actually me! Then I would lock eyes and see right through to the inside of her. And immediately I'd say "nope, that is totally not me, not at all!"