Now
I knew what was causing all of these problems. I knew why I was
depressed, why I hated mornings, why I wanted to hurt myself. I knew why
my mind was on strike. I was uncovering a mystery in myself that I
didn't want uncovered. I was learning that I was someone I didn't want
to be. I had a part of me I wanted dead.
I discovered that
there was this thing I had called a (here's the punchline) sexuality. Ba
dum tsss! AND it (here's the joke) wasn't straight. Let's all laugh
now! Funny joke right? Maybe the longer I laugh the better I can hide
myself. Laughter slips a veil over you.
Stella
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